after 19

Well today is the day after my birthday and I did most of the stuff I wanted to do. I wish I found a new group of friends, or at least ones that make me question my own judgment. One of my good college friends just got a girlfriend who I think is a complete bitch, and I think to myself they make the perfect couple of two dumb asses. I'd feel sorry for the dude but he hasn't done the smartest stuff in the world during the time I've met him. Well enough of that. Yesterday I played Final Fantasy X, and accomplished something actually instead of just goofing off. I played amp pong with my "friends". Hanged out with some real friends too, these guys have a more sophisticated idiocy which I also tend to have. Slept which is good too. I just need to find my inspiration in life and then achieve all that is set for me, particularly in classes right now. I did want to dye my hair blond like I said before, but the only card that was in my mailbox which two nights ago I finally opened for the first time by myself, "yay me!", was a card from the school, so no money equals no blond hair. This guy who owes me money dropped out of school and so now I have to wait for him to get money from his new job. All in all I miss the people I once knew, and have a hard time understanding the people I know now minus a couple. I thought I needed to get out of Tosa and start fresh, but it looks like Ripon is begging to be added to that list.

Well this is the end of my story for now.