I need my own little hideaway from life

One thing I've noticed is that there is one thing all of the figures in my life have that I don't have and that is a hideaway for them to go to, or the ability to scream in public out of anger. Tidus has had many instances where he has been able to hide to, or scream in public. Troy had the roof of his high school. along with the school in one scene. Anakin had the entire galaxy to calm down his anger early on. The more I live life, the more I see a need to have a secret place that only I know of.