the story today is a sad one

It is my birthday today, I'm 19 now. My day so far hasn't exactly been that celebratory. I was setting the mood up to study and then some people stop that from happening now by taking the couch I was using, to watch a movie. This means that now I have to go to bed even later because of how long the movie will take. This is a waste of my time but well majority rules. I wanted to dye my hair blond today but well I was supposed to get money today but now it is not there and so I will have to wait about a week. I seriously just want to go somewhere else in life, but the only problem that lies in my way is reality. I still hope for blond hair today but I will have to search very deep to find the answer. I find myself like Tidus at Thunder Plains when he says "I didn't understand. But somehow, I felt like I didn't belong. But if I didn't belong with them, I'd be stuck in Spira, alone. And being alone in that place, well, I didn't want to think about it." Only my version would be, I didn't understand. But somehow, I feel like I don't belong. But if I don't belong with them, I'd be stuck in Ripon, alone. And being alone in that place, well, I didn't want to think like that. Its weird how perceptions cloud our judgement in many different ways. There are some dudes who think that they are so good at soccer, and yet one of them isn't as great as he thinks by any stretch, and the other one thinks he is a superb defender, and yet he didn't defend well in overtime and allowed an easy shot at our goal. But what confuses me even more is that our captain always has me play offense, and I've always been more of a midfield or defensive player. But I don't mind, because when I play its fun even if I can't run around the field the entire game. This is my story today, and there is sure to be a lot more action has I have a good amount of homework to get done for both Wednesday and also Thanksgiving break.